To CyAnidE....From chLoriNe...

Who is Kao Joa? Wanna ask this question long long time ago since I saw your blog for the first time......Miss u la...that time, u told my brother that u got something wanna ask me??? what izzit? ask la.....:)

CuTe...brother

My little brother…getting naughtier…but, he very leng chai de…

If you don’t know him…You’ll be cheated by him…

Let u all see his leng chai look....

Poor Diaries ... ...

Today...colourworld and freddy discover that, both of them like to tear pages in their diaries…last time...

nah --> People who like to tear diary......

WhAt's hIs FeELiNGs ?

One-hour drive from my house…..quite near compare to “PtU” haha…terbalik…my brother going to U at last…mixed feelings…happy and sad…

















My brother ... sometimes.. quite leng chai oso de... hoo hoo...

Hepi…coz, the whole room will be mine…kekeke..
Sad…coz, without him always kacau me…my life will be boring..

My parents keep announcing…my son is going to pursue his studies to U liao…and they keep emphasize the word “University”, although without any speakers, the news spread out effectively FAMA FM stands for father mother fm:)…my parents are like that lo…as long as they happy….=))
That day, as usual…when we arrived at Uniten…my lovely dad grabbed a Chinese senior, and started to befriend him….ask him to take care of his son….hp number, occupation of parents…almost all the information….haha=))….clement oso faced the same thing I think…..haha….PoOr liTTle SenIor…
Dunno is my dad too leng chai…or my brother too handsome dy….people in Uniten kept interviewed us and took photos for us to publish in their weekly magazine….can describe my parents in one word “HiGH”…
My brother’s room….4th floor…shOOt!!!
The accommodation in Uniten not bad though….4 ppl in one unit, a quite spacious living room with a dining table and a small kitchen….a bathroom, a toilet and 2 balconies….















View from d hostel room.....there's a badminton court huh...not bad..




















Bedroom...simple and nice..quite spacious















My dad and my brother's friend....living room...

I started to think of my miserable life in “PtU”….haih ~ ~
My mum over risau my brother d la….arranged everything for him, then…I’ll keep saying…Let him do himself la…:) sisters are always bad …
That night….I was so happy to receive my brother’s sms…merely because he was away from home….gagaga….the message goes like this “ shit !! I remember to bring hp, but forgot the charger…..hahahahaha..” What to be so happy with ? my mum keep mumbling….what to do?? I can be driver again liao….send my parents there to see their son, don’t noe y..enjoy driving nowadays….since, it’s so near….luckily he din choose “PtU” hor …=)) =))
Uniten….alot of leng chais…and leng luis as well…not a bad place to study though…

Mitch Albom.....Tuesdays with Morrie

An old man
a young man
and life’s greatest lesson





It’s a fourteen weeks lesson of a dying professor with his student…Perhaps; it’s more precise to regard it as the last thesis together…The thesis of life.

A dying man talking with a living man and telling him what to pack for his alterlife. When death is just a distance away from you, you will find the essentials of life…If you were told that you were given 86400 seconds to live … what will be the first thing to strike your mind? I propose…most of us will ask a similar question that sounds more or less like this “why I was given so little of time?”, how many of us will happily says …. ‘At least I have one day left’?…That sounds silly right? Once you learn how to die and you will learn how to live --- Professor Morrie. I agree with that, when you know that you have not much time left, you will focus on the important things in life…and I believe that they are the things what we really want…In fact, someone who is going to die will always thinks differently…they learn the word “detach”... since, we won’t be bringing anything with us just like we were born to the earth with nothing…

You want to do one thing, but you are bound to do something else. Something hurts you, yet you know it shouldn’t. You take certain things for granted, even when you know you should never take anything for granted. You want to tell someone you loved “I love you”, but the word just got caught in your throat.

Some people keep hanging around with their daily routine. They think that what they are doing are what they suppose to do…they’re people who don’t know what they really need in life.

Some people are busy with things that they think they should do in life in order to survive in the society they are in…they have a model of their own ideal life, but they are somehow forced not to lead that kind of life…they’re people who always have regrets and unsatisfied with their life. They will prefer to lead other people’s life which they think is suitable for them…but, they can’t.

I think I am the latter one…but, I do believe that, fate is on our hand, we control our own life….heard before a saying goes like this “You are underutilize because you choose not to be utilized”…that’s some saying from Donald trump in the apprentice….It’s sad to be one of them, but…the saddest thing is in fact they’re most of us….

I love this book os much...till I read the whole story to my dad...

Muar Trip

9 of us...Utpians including me, tzu fen, pei chie, xiao qi, san yin, look, fushen, jackie.......visited khai yi who is living in muar

The first day of the trip.....
We stayed at jackie's house...what a shock to see his "mansion"... I thought I would be staying in some 5-star hotel when I first entered his house. Well, the design of the house is pretty simple, but....high-class....and practical....There's a compound....a small garden..where you can feel the sky just above you.....and perhaps enjoy yourself watching the stars blinking their eyes on starry nights...It's really a nice house...We were all motivated by the house and promised ourselves to have at least a house like this one day....

We watched the stanford's wifes....starred by nicole kidman...nice...WE CAN DO BETTER THAN THAT....I like this frequent statement.....in the movie....thinking of programming some nanochips into the fish in my house too....hahaha.....but then, it's a nice movie, provoking something in our minds....

The second day of the trip......
We started our journey, the 1st station is sunway pyramid
Guess what???We went skating......tzu fen....very cham...kept falling down..and kena her 'back dragon bone' --->koksiks...haha...most of us payed 13 ringgit 2 fall la...but. i think sanyin skated well...its quite fun...can see alot of leng luis and leng chais....gary and deric were joining us that day...

After skating,we headed for muar..it's an one-and-a-half-hour journey i guess....

Muar's koi bihun....not bad...but then,they kept complaining about the koi's taste....the food in muar is quite nice...I like the yam things..yummy..how I hoped 2 take pics of the food there...

At night,we went to tanjung...old n new one....we started recalling our geography in our lower form which we have forgotten since long long ago....haha...What is tanjung and teluk har???out and in...we found something interesting there..muar gals like to dress themselves in clubbing attires when going to places like tanjung..haha

After that,we went 'murtabak'...eat roti pisang and carrot juice....think of life in utp last sem.....started 2 miss ppl whom I always hang around wif in murtabak corner..and ppl who like 2 tapao 4 me in utp...haih....shoot..

The 3rd day of the trip.....
We went to gunung ledang...24th highest,6th most difficult mountain to scale in malaysia...I promised myself..must conquer this one day..but then,I wanna climb Gunung Jerai first hahaha....thought of watching the sunrise on gunung jerai ler.....that time, i suddenly thought of...one day...
I MUST SEE SUNRISE ON MOUNT KINABALU.... wanted to climb mount kinabalu since I was young...don't know why suddenly....when I was at gunung ledang..that thought came to my mind
After that, we had our dinner......d tomyam fish...nicest fish I've ever eaten....I think I'll become a 'ba zhang' if I live in Muar..food there are so tempting...

Then,we went to 'yuan zhen xiang' buy ba gua n ba hu....and we went to 'rong cheng' oso...like my fren said....we have grown up d....coz, keep thinking of buying things for jackie's cute mum n khai yi's mum who have treated us really nicely...not good to mafan ppl..n yet, go to ppl house wif just 2 bunches of bananas...:)
D gals really frightened d guys.....actually we overcome them...gagaga..we ate alot more than them,and buy alot more then them....=))....the world has changed d...hahah...kept buying things 4 'yi ma ku zhe'...

Khai yi's mum brought us to the top part of their house.....if my house got a place like that, I think I'll spend most of my time there..
Yea, something really special bout muar......the antennas of the house there...very tall....its nice actually, for me...at least..if tsunami strikes.....u still can c d antennas..haha..just kidding...but then,the 'antennas' scene...makes d speciality of muar....i think...we cant c any stars....disappointed..coz its quite cloudy that day...We keep discussing things like....coca-cola's functions, haha.......

The 3rd day of the trip....
We celebrated xiao qi's bday which was 3 days from that day...

Planned 2 watch initial d....but, full house....nvm..look chee fai will come on 4th of july...that time baru watch wif the war of the worlds....haha

On the way,fushen bought durians, at first...i thouhgt of buying oso...but, I'll be taking lrt home, ppl will treat me like alien from mars if i were to take d durians wif me...knot~~~... =))

Conclusion......
1 word....enjoyable,altough..at 1st I was abit of...reluctant 2 go....d only thing 2 b regretted is... gaining weight...

Mitch Albom.....The Five People You Meet In Heaven

Each person is in your life for a reason...All endings are also beginnings...There are five people you meet in heaven...Life has to end, love doesn't.

Life is a form of waves ... ... You live because someone does sacrifices for you, and your existence is to make life meaningful for someone else...There are always some reasons for your existance, maybe you cannot figure them out...but, it doesn't mean that it does not exist....Your stories will affect people in the future who are waiting for you to bring meaning to their lives. Maybe you know them, or maybe not.

Eddie's doubts, seem to meet their answers.He still can't really accept what he is and what he will be in the future. That is not the life he wants, but maybe it's the life he should lead. There are no any other choices ... ... and he knows the decision he has made will be the greatest regret throughout his entire life and till the last second of his life. Since that moment he was forced by the circumstances to make the decision, he can't really have a nice sleep every night...each and every smile is not really a smile...it's just merely a smile carved on a face, but not from the heart. From other people's view, they will think that...he's pretty lucky enough to have what he has now,even his father think so....but, there's a secret where only a few people who like to keep it...perhaps to prevent from being humiliated...the worst is, it includes Eddie himself...That's the reason why he can't accept himself.

After reading the book, I feel kind of relieve...at least I start to look at things from a different perception...at least there's still a positive side in me to look at. I start to think that, maybe there's someone waiting for me to bring hope and meaning to his or her life. A decision can change many things in life, and what you encounter will affect you as well as others now or in the future.You won't understand what I mean till you have read the book.

Mitch Allbom
author of the New York Times bestseller Tuesdays with Morrie, a novel that explores the unexpected connections of our lives, and the idea that heaven is more than a place, it's an answer . . .

Greatest Moment

When you are lying on a bench in the middle of a field, looking up and tring to reach out for a star...suddenly a comet passes by in between the stars...you are closing your eyes...but, you can still feel that the comet is giving you a chance to make a wish...when you reach out for a star, the star will prefer to stay in its own place which is far far away from you...but, you will always remember the beauty and its immortality...however, the comet will not stop for you...because it does not belong to anyone of us...but, what we get from it are...memories which will last forever in our lives

Reaching Out for a Star.....on a starry night

Live Life To The Fullest...And You Will Find A Colourful World That Awaits You Not Far Away From Where You Are...Sunrise In Your Heart Will Make Things In Life Very Different .. For You And The Others

LIVE LIFE MUST BE HAPPY AND MAKE IT AS MEANINGFUL AS YOU WANT IT TO BE