崇拜

我还以为我们
不同与别人
我还以为不可能的
不会不可能
你的姿态
你的亲赖
我存在的你的存在
你以为爱
就是被爱
你会活了我的崇拜
所以明白
所以离开
所以不再为爱而爱
自己存在在你之外

Sculpture by the Sea ... Bondi to Tamarama

Our journey ...





































There are a few which I really like ....

A View to Die for

The person who is hanging on the tip of the leaf ...
cut a window on the leaf to see the view on the other side ...

The leaf is tearing apart .... from the middle ...
But, the view is so worth .... even to die for it ...

This is like life ... Sometimes, you know something cannot be done, but
because at that point of time, you think is worth it ...
You won't even care about life and death ...



I do not know whether I interpret this correctly ...
But, this is for the designer's mum ... who has passed away ...
Got feel ...









Look at these pictures properly ...
You will be amazed ...

Beneath our Skin

" Beneath our skin ...

I am like you , and you are like me "

- Anonymous -

--- Why Racist ??? ---

The world is really like a mass and energy balance ...
How you come = How you go
You bring nothing when you come, you go without anything
You cry when you reach, you cry when you leave

But , human life is definitely more than a mass balance ...
Maybe ... can add one more energy balance ...

Energy Received, Energy Returned "Aspiring" People Everywhere ...

Happy Day

Today ...

My friend Sufen told me a good news ...
She got internship in BASF Germany ...

I am very very very happy for her ...
Not merely because of she get to go Germany ...
but more towards ...

I saw her strived hard ...
I saw her getting sad, frustrated, lost hope throughout the process ...
I heard her cried inside for the chances that she missed ...
I saw her demotivated by words that people have said ...

The most important thing is ...
After all tears, sadness and heart pain ...
the spirit of fighting for what she wants never fades ...
And she finally gets what she longed for ...
It seems to be easy, but it is not for her ...

I am happy for her ...
It also reminds me what I was believing all this while ...
Maybe I have forgotten it for some time ...
due to something ... some people ... some frustration
but ...

The life you want is always worth fighting for ...
If not you yourself ... Who Else ??

=> Add Oil

Demotivated

Maybe you will say ...

just an intern la ... dun get mai dun get ...
Can always try next time ...
But ...

The matter is not get or not ... to me is more about appreciation ... and your value ... of existing in a society ... or group or environment ...
The fact is I don't mind trying ... and I will keep trying ... but ... that is especially hurting those who really have the heart ....

I used to ponder about these when I am demotivated ....
Nowadays ... I am more and more confused and not be able to understand how some so called "Clever" people do things ...

They can ....
1. Seems like throwing money on you for no reason on Earth ...
2. Throw you somewhere that make you cannot contribute your strength and at the same time training you to deal with what you are not good at for 10 years maybe less and then .... throw you to another place where ... you still cant contribute your strength .... but dealing with some other things that you are not good at... AGAIN
3. Be slow until .... the snail finish travelling from North pole to South pole oso they still struggling just to sort out the problem ... haven't even start to solve it
4. Give stupid reason that sounds very clever on their perspective on something stupid ... and then use power to shut u up from commenting ... or pointing out that they are wrong ... They can also use their deaf immitating skills to push all your words of their ears .... that's scary in a sense ... although it sounds stupid...
5. They are so kind until .... they are willing to give chances to those who are lagging and slow and uniwlling to try hard (lazy) ... so that those can really have 0.0001% chance to be good and be clever ...
6. In order to help those who are lazy to have high achievement .... those who are hardworking and clever need to train self to smile always even there is " shit " in front of them ... smile is still essential ....
7. They can have more than 90 degree of deflection .... compared to a prism ... realli superb ...

Nowadays ...
frust oso no use ...
Getting frustrating is better ....
but now ... I am not even frustrated, the feeling is worst than frustrated .... but dunno what kind of feeling is that ....
maybe towards shit ... we need to have "shit" feelings ...

-the end-
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温暖的联系 。。。

今天，突然很想吃 Vanetta 。。。

好友怡怡去 买东西，就叫他帮忙 买了。。。
吃到很爽。。。

突然，
想起 远方的父母，
他们应该没吃 过，

突然，
希望有食物 Posting 的服 务，还有冷藏的 Service 。。。
马上寄回家。

几个小时后 。。。
跟父母通 电 。。。
他们说，
我们发现了一种 Ice Cream Cake，
很好吃 。。。

顿时 。。。
=_= ， 难道是 Vanetta !!!!!!!!
果然是 。。。

一家人的心 。。。
无形中是 向 相 连 的 。。。

" 忙碌了一整天，回到熟悉的屋檐；
走遍整个世界，回到幸福的原点；
家是简单的字眼 。。。
却藏着最深刻的意念 。。。"

爸爸又说 。。。
感觉我很近 。。。
虽然， 我在澳洲 。。。
可是他觉得， 我好像家里的 电脑 。。。
多谢 YM =_=

很感 动 。。。。。

遥远的她 (The Lady Who is Far Far Away)

让晚风轻轻吹送了落霞
Let the evening wind blow the sunset away.
我已习惯每个傍晚去想她
I have used to think of her evening everyday.
在远方的她此刻可知道
The one who is far far away, did she know that at this moment...
这段情在我心始终记挂
I am still remembering this love is my heart...
在这半山那天我知我知快要将别离没说话
At this moment that day, I know that you were going to leave me...
I have no words to say...
望向她却听到她说不要相约
I looked at her, heard she say...
If we do not date...
纵使分隔相爱不会害怕
We will not scared even if we need to be apart...
遥遥万里心声有否偏差
Far far aways 10000 miles ....
正是让这爱试出真与假
Let this love test itself whether it is true or not true...
遥远的她仿佛这风声跟我话
The one far far aways...seems like talking to me through the blowing wind...
热情若没变那管它沧桑变化
If the passion did not change ....

但这天收到她爸爸的一封信
At this day, received a letter from her dad...
信里面说血癌已带走她
Inside the letter..it says, leukemia had taken her away...
但觉得空虚的心仿佛已僵化
I felt the heart which is empty seems to be harden ....
过去事象炮弹心中爆炸
The past memories is like a bomb explode inside the heart...
在这半山这天我悲痛悲痛不已在胡乱说话
At this moment that day, I am so sad and do not talk much...
夜雨中似听到她说不要相约
At the night rain...I heard she said...don't date
纵使分隔相爱不会害怕
If we love each other, we do not need to afraid of being apart...
人无觅处心声有否偏差
正是让这爱试出真与假
遥远的她仿佛这风声跟我话
热情若没变那管它沧桑变化

遥远的她不可以再归家
The one that is far far away, she cannot go home anymore...
我在梦里却始终只有她
However, in my dream...there is always only her...
遥远的她可知我心中的说话
The one that is far far away, can she know the words in my heart?
热情并没变那管它沧桑变化
The passion is still the same and I don't care of any changes.
遥远的她不可以再归家
我在梦里却始终只有她
遥远的她可知我心中的说话
热情并没变那管它沧桑变化